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The Minimum Generation by NekoLalaJ, literature

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The Minimum Generation

I saw the best minds of my generation... lost, without plans or direction They're so sick with stress One test after another and then study for another test How can they help but be depressed? I don't have ADHD Please don't drug me They want the results without the effect Perfect grades, but they don't want to study Perfect body, minus the work out Where's the pill for that? Save 15% in 15 minutes, the motto of people short on patience P90X; a day at the gym in a half an hour. Fair for the minimum generation "It's not us, no way It's somebody else." It's the world of the future, Information is everywhere With technology comes opportunity

Imperfection by NekoLalaJ, literature

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Imperfection

Imperfection everywhere Standing in front of myself It's all I can see Why don't I see the same image of me as you do? Let's switch eyes So I can finally see that "beauty" in me That I always fail to notice Should I even believe what I can't see? Natural beauty? Yes it exists I wasn't born with it Barely okay looking I'm not the "right" size Unflattering smile Ugly small eyes That's what I see Standing in front of the mirror Standing in front of the scale I never see what you claim I am Never good enough for myself Are you just trying to make me feel better? Are you just empathic? Is it my eyes that lie? Or yours? Because you have to ad

Jealously Consumed Me Again by NekoLalaJ, literature

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Jealously Consumed Me Again

A jealous rage consumes me A panic of the heart A hatred settles within A sadness that blurs all thoughts My heart feels diseased Blackened with jealousy An uncontrollable fake emotion A combination of love and hate My heart just doesn't believe The love that he once promised Those thoughts of betrayal Why do I think he'll leave? Please, Don't leave me alone Stop the tears that fall Please help me get through I'm hurting inside

Hunger by NekoLalaJ, literature

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Hunger

I miss the feeling of being full I miss the pain of eating Stomach churning Screaming out it's suffering A hollow forms deep inside No satisfaction The cavernous, empty vacuum The huge, echoing back room That empty feeling that shouldn't exist I crave desperately For satisfaction Never experienced hunger like this No thirst can compete Never thought I would see such hunger Satisfaction, is what, I cannot get Fill this need I beg you please Torture me no more End the longing This feelings in the pit of my stomach Never goes away Come to me Ease my pain

Him by NekoLalaJ, literature

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Him

Here is the issue about love You never will know if it is true or not Never know what he actually thinks of you You just trust that he loves you Yes, love is another game of trust You think whatever you want He can think whatever he wants Can you trust that sometimes he thinks of you? We never talk as much as we used to Does he still love me as much? Now I am sometimes scared to speak With this question always on my mind Does he miss the way it used to be with us? As much as I do We used to talk night and day We laughed, and we cried I will always be here for him But I don't know if he knows that Will he always be here for me? I hope he

Empty Soul by NekoLalaJ, literature

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Empty Soul

This pain I feel can no longer stay inside. Because of you I just want to disappear, you always said you would be here for me and never let me fall why did you lie? you denied me just because I tried to be who I wanted to be, I couldn't ever be happy, I felt like nothing around you. I still remember when you told me you wished I was dead, That memory is stuck in my head, You threw me out with nothing, causing so much hate in me. I am not the same person who I once was, you changed me, you turned everyone I loved against me, I wish you could see how much I suffer now, how lonely I feel... I wish I could be somebod

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The Minimum Generation by NekoLalaJ, literature

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I don't understand myself, And yet I'm overly self-aware, I don't know what's wrong with me, But I can give you a four page essay on my symptoms, I'm too complicated for therapists, But too sane for the psych wards. I have a never ending list of disorders I could fall under But have no idea if I have any of them, All I want is answers and a way to cope Besides isolation, muteness, self harm, and starvation. I'm afraid of everything and everyone, I don't know who I am, I don't feel real, But my pounding chest tells me I'm here, Not for long, though. We all hoped that if we ignored the problem It would silently disappear... But instead I'm falling further into the void And I'm growing more illnesses than a lab! Tell me what's wrong with me already! Help me!

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I stopped drawing in 2013.

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Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away, Ponyo, Howl's Castle

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Naruto, Death Note, Inuyasha, I love any cooking show

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lilyrjensen

Oct 16, 2019

Hi there! ✧･ﾟ

Thank you so much for the fav! ✦ It means a lot!

Close up - Just like the past by lilyrjensen

Neon Lights - Ilya Kuvshinov's tutorial by lilyrjensen

|| By the way, I'm hosting a ✦ raffle ✦ at the moment! So if you'd like the chance to win some art, please consider checking it out ^-^ ♥

Thank you, & I hope you have a wonderful day! x

TunaVoid

Jun 25, 2019

Hi NekoLala, I wanted to say thanks for taking the time to watch me. I made sure to watch you too. I see in your bio that you say you don't draw as much now. Well, it looks like you've found passion in writing so it's awesome to see you continue your creative passions. Keep up the cool work and have a nice day.